tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37780091779176021772024-03-05T12:51:02.805+08:00ZON MERAPUmengandungi kemerapuan tahap zirafah!~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.comBlogger488125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-63456226012504982852016-04-28T16:50:00.001+08:002016-04-28T16:50:21.183+08:00SAHMsahm or stay at home mom.<br /><br />i am not the type. obviously. i know many would think of me saying this made me become less of a mother. no, i am not. it is just a matter of preference. yup i do like to be around my son but i was a career woman long before i am a mother. <br /><br />i love reading shit out of contract. i love to indulge myself in drafting. i missed the adrenaline during negotiation meeting...or (was it argument?)<br /><br />dont get me wrong as i have so much respect for the sahm. the sacrifice the made. i am one of them now. it has been 3 months i ve taken the job as domestic goddes. im starting to love it.<br /><br />but somehow there are some spots in here feel like it needs to be filled in. <br /><br />i ve got job interviews next week. wish me luck. i ve attended quite few but none made it to employment. <br /><br />as for now, pls enjoy this lil man who is currently so obsessed with car. and sleep with it <br /><br /><br /><center><a href='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhuBiDortf5gMe997pF6cCtYfFoiUlOFoRWv3gRd1mIIOV9VdYestaDnLPUHV07uQ6heJYYxQ76bmHLOjys04fDdo54LthM90aMaxIUg5uebNnXCkR7DjVP0GmeOxp_cxUbgvmJYHJgTas/s288/iphone_photo.jpg'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhuBiDortf5gMe997pF6cCtYfFoiUlOFoRWv3gRd1mIIOV9VdYestaDnLPUHV07uQ6heJYYxQ76bmHLOjys04fDdo54LthM90aMaxIUg5uebNnXCkR7DjVP0GmeOxp_cxUbgvmJYHJgTas/s288/iphone_photo.jpg' border='0' width='280' height='210' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br />As always,<br /><br />salwaredzuanđź’•<br />~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-77235875353767592512016-04-22T19:38:00.001+08:002016-04-22T19:59:07.323+08:00Testing from iphone just wanted to try this apps. spent one dollar and let see if i can commit to blogging religiously. till then, enjoy this fella having a nap like a bawse! <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><center><a href='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKoIqifmO_1LuiX6HMXvjRtHdZ-dWoyvMialquwNHJ1wKCCmpnuH7TFtg6uRSFlmS6DTFervbMzCpepg-JwXxFBdEYjYqquo4POiVyRzz10xd0XIYk5rIo2vTPww44OBwiCcPh3JQeZCk/s288/0.jpg'><img src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKoIqifmO_1LuiX6HMXvjRtHdZ-dWoyvMialquwNHJ1wKCCmpnuH7TFtg6uRSFlmS6DTFervbMzCpepg-JwXxFBdEYjYqquo4POiVyRzz10xd0XIYk5rIo2vTPww44OBwiCcPh3JQeZCk/s288/0.jpg' border='0' width='750' height='750' style='margin:5px'></a></center><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone<br /><br />~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-89666738148431717792015-05-11T18:17:00.004+08:002015-05-11T18:17:51.646+08:00of 10 overwhelming days.... here comes the boom<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">ok dah. jangan gediks sangat. awok tu dah jadik mak org!. surprisingly i am beginning to update my blog on weekly basis? huh...jangan berharap sangat nnt kuciwa beb. i dont have so much on my table now since oil price crisis and the company that im working with is one of the 0&g players, so business has been quite slow these days. and yeeehaaa i ve lotsa free time. before ni i dah cerita psl my pregnancy kan. so lets throwback on the DAY itself. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">yupp thats my son. H wanted to named him Daniel. i am not a fond of that name since ramai sgt nama Daniel nowadays. and i feel like org nama daniel ni must be tall, handsome...ada mix2 skit.. ala2 kokesyen gittew. obviously both H and i are pure malays. though my nenek has chinese blood, but that doesnt count lah... dah aku pon hidong penyek. but since H was so adamant to name our baby daniel, and mmy get to pick the middle/second name for the baby. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">i conceived him exactly 40weeks and 1 day. he was a big boy. tgk lah perot mmy masa peknen, mcm belon. he was born 4.2kg (besar kannn?) kan gua dah cakap!!! the night before he was born, i went to pcmc to self check in, as doc seri advised me not to overdue. bcos i have pcos, and the tendency of this and that,,blah blah blah..yad yada,,,, and i dared not to take any risk especially when i was carrying a life inside me. i taknak cerita pasal experience kena seluk sakit nak mampos rase mcm nak tampar midwife tu...upon self check in, i was already 3cm. but still no sign of labour, takde pecah ketuban ke...takde bleeding ke apa ke mcm drama melayu ngok ngek yg pecah ketuban basah satu rumah tu..tak merasa lah aku nak jadi drama queen kannnn..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">so i was told to wait for the doc to come the next morning. dan mlm tu tidurlah aku kat spital menunggu esok hari. around 7am another nurse came to check my opening. since i complained about the midwife last night, so they sent nurse manager ( higher in rank) to perform the procedure on me. alhamdulillah yg ni dia seluk tak sakit langsung. but bad news is, masih lagi 3cm. at 8am, dr seri came and she also said i am still at 3cm. she gave me option to induce or not. i just let her decide wats best for me. taking into consideration of the risk, and so i was induced at 8.30am. after an hour, i felt the contraction spark..but not that painful..mcm kena gigit semut jew..hikhik..blagaks kan...few hours later, she came again to check m y opening. and still 3cm. and the baby's still not engaged...jauhhhhhhhhh sgt lagi katanye. i dah gelabah gila ok. why doc..izit good or bad thing????</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">according to dr seri, i can wait for the dilation but its gonna be sooooo painful. haaa normal lah kan dah kata nk beranak takkan x sakit? but then she gave another option since baby jauhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sgt lagi, and hse s not sure if bby boleh muat ke tak nak keluar tu since bby 4kg++..sorry lah i bukan doctor my term sgt lah layman nye...she offered me csect. kalau dah nama raidah salwa, mmg lah sgt penakut..so i just go with the flow. nasib baik i tak breakfast pagi tu...so boleh laa dilapah secepat mungkin. masa we decided to go for csect it was already 1230pm. i tested mom and told her i ll be directed to OT at 1.30 and the ll perform the procedure on 2.30. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">knowing my mom yg cpt cuak tu..opkosh laa dia gelabah.. masa tu abah plk dh keluar gi solat jumaat, but i told her not to worry, they have the best ppl to help me at the OT, plus H will aso be in the OT. anything H will contact her.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">cut it short, DANIEL NAJDAN was born on friday 14/11/14 @2.44pm at Prince Court Medical Center. i sempat tengok dia for 1 minute je...lps diazankan, they brought him to NICU sbb paed said dani nampak biruuuu sgt. but he said things will be ok.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">petang tu they sent me back to my ward. families mom dad and H has already waited there. i was so tired, sleepy and felt so numb. i just wanted to sleep. woke up at 8pm and asked about my son. H muka dh tak boleh blah dah masa tu. carefully he explained to me that dani had to be detained in the NICU bcos of breathing problem. the next day, also after magrib, the paed came and informed us that dani been diagnosed with spontaneous pneumothorax and his condition was quite critical. i burst into tears the second i heard of the word critical. they need to perform a procedure on him ASAP. masa tu both of us dah tak fikir about the cost and all that. H signed the consent form. i was on my wheelchair to NICU as i insisted to see dani before the perform the procedure on him. i have waited for one day to see him but since they couldnt bring him out from NICU, and i still couldnt walk..sakit nye nak bangun dari katil dgn beg kencing tu lagi dok usung tuhan je la yg tau..aduhhhh sakitnye tuh disini,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">this is the first time i am sharing the picture. all this while we just kept it btwn both of us and my close family members, if one day you happen to read this dani, all i just wanted you to know that i wished i could trade my health and everything i have so u ll be in better condition. dalam blanket dia ade few lg wayar2 nye. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">below are the pics after the procedure was perfomed. dada dia kena tebuk lubang kecil untuk masukkan tiub. tiub tu utk sedut udara2 yg terkumpul dkt lung dia. i dont know how to explain this using the correct medical term. nampak tak plaster2 kat dada tu..kat situ la tempat kena tebuk. and it leaves him with small scar on his chest..nasib le anok jateyy..klu gegirl dh kurang hantaran ni..hikhikhik</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">the next day, kena jaundice plak...just a mild one. big boy kan? tak nampak mcm newborn my mom said.hahahhaha dh omak pon lahir dulu 4,5kg...ddy lahir 5kg..opkso le anak 4kg++ jugekkkk</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">the next morning, paed came to my room and delivered us with bad news. he said the pneumothorax is recurring and they need to seek opinion from other neonatologist. his neonate had flew off for vacatuion. duhhhh they just informed us on day 4?????? nak marah pon tak guna kannnn... =so the paed called other hospitals and only glenneagles was willing to accept the case under dr. anada. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">day 5, dani was transferred to glenneagles and mmy was discharged from pcmc. tapi ade baik jugak la dani kna transfer to glenneagles as he ll be in the better hands. dr ananda is so excellent. on day 6, he infiormed us that it was nit a recurring condition, he was just not fully recovered, some ppl need 3 months to recover..some only need 1 day. but praise to Allah, dani has fully recovered on day 8.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">day 9, i got to hold him in my arms for the very first time. sedih nye tuhan je laa yg tau. lps 9 hariiiiiiii baru dpt dukung ank.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">day 10, he was finally discharged from the gospital. alhamdulillah.. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">dan bermulah episod mmy meroyan tak cukup tidur, penat, mata panda, lapar, susu tak cukup, yada yada...yada..bla bla bla.....hahahha</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">alhamdullillah he s a healthy baby now. cergas sgt smp lotih omaknye...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">dah lama sungguh aku tak memblog. harini terasa macam nak memblog. mula2 ingat nak tulis pasal anak aku...tp nantilah.ceta pasal peknen dulu. sabo yerr dano si dobot..u trun will come later. kasik chance mmy nk gebang psl mmy dulu. last aku post psl dani's first kick. masa tu aku 20w kot. lupa dehhhh...tapi being pregnant with dani was so easy. alhamdulillah aku morning sickness tak teruk. cuma hujug2 tu aku banyak muntah mungkin sbb perut dah padat sgt. bila mkn lebih skit rasa nk keluar balik. i gained abt 15kg..normal la tu... tak byk tak sikit.just nice. masa berpantang aku turun bayak juge sbb mama jg mkn aku...lps pantang blk umah sendiri..aku mkn mcm bela saka...mana tahan oiii..lapar gila breastfeed anak ni..sapa yg kata bf ank boleh kurus tu..uwaaaa tipu sgttttt...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">ini masa nk soping rayer..baru 22w rasanye..masa ni perut x le hebat sgt. dr mula aku peknen smp 30w berat aku naik 5kg je. firts trimester pon berat aku on off...jp naik kejap turun..mungkin sbb aku x makan byk sgt. selera kurang skit. makan nak bagi kenyang je.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">haaaa ni masa 38w. jumpa fasha sanda kat pcmc. dia pon amik dgn dr seri. tapi dia ni sgt laaaaaaaa friendly. masa ni dia tgh pregnant raysha..bby no 2 dia. yg dia dukung tu ank org lain...ada peminat tu nak bergambar dgn dia...dia mintak nk dukung baby tu. bezakan muka aku yg lebar pinggan dgn si fsha ni..nyampah...org peknen lawo je..aku muka bengkak air bagai</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">nii masa anniversary dinner aku. 3 tahun kawen...tahun seblom2 ni x penah celeberate pon. tahun lepas H tetiba baik aty bawak aku makan sini. mungkin sbb sian tgk makyong air liur meleleh...atau dia takot anak dia lahir2 nnt air iur meleleh..sbb aku asik la tny sdp ke marini ni...ramai org post gambo mkn kat sini cam best je. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">ni masa 33w...gemok lah masa ni...masuk 30w...berat aku naik dgn jayanye..mata pon dh makin kocik sbb pp dh mcm apa je tembam</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">ni masa aku 6mo++..x ingat brp minggu. dgn opismet aku..dedua pom peknen. yg tgh tu nad..bby dia girl. yg kanan tu eja..bby boy..see...girl kat tgh kena guard dgn 2 boys..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">yg ni masa 36w. attend prep class utk bersalin. masa ni tekad sungguh nak beranak normal..hahahahha ok laa pasal normal n csect later aku ceta. tp aku ni mmg penakut sakit..hikhik</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">adoiiii berdarah mata lah tgk gambo ni...baju pink ni berat sebelom kawen..eh seblm tunang...i hetchu H..u buat i jd gini...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">banyak lagi gambar2 aku masa pregnant...tp dlm hp...mls nk transfer. bila throwback pic mase pregnant ni..aku rasa syahdu sgt. ntah laa mungkin sbb peknen ank first ni lain skit..yelaaaa first time kan...H layan tiptop le...asal sakit kaki je aku hulur kt dia..pepandai le jari jemari dia menjalankan tugas.klu dia wat bodo kang aku mula laaaa bgenang air mata...sory le dobot..omak ni mmg drama queen skit. first pregnancy sll nya mmg paling byk kenangan. aku rs smua org pon gitu. nak2 lagi utk org yg susah preggy mcm aku ni. alhamdulillah after 3 yrs Allah bagi rezki bby utk kami. ramai kawan2 aku tny tips aku boleh peknen. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">satu nye, aku mmg operate utk buang cyst dlm ovary aku. and lepas tu aku diet gegila. aku wat op tu november 2013. january 2014 aku start diet atkins. early march lps 2 bln diet..aku trn 8kg and dpt tau peknen. so diet tu sgt la membantu especially utk pompuan gemoks cm aku ni..hahahahdan yg paling utama, dh tentulah keizinan Allah. doa, usaha...tawakal. tu je lah yg aku mampu nk ckp. kalau dh usaha n doa, tapi belum smp rezkinya...bersabarlah...mgkn lambat sedikit...lain org lain lah ceritanya. been there done tht... </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">ok lah...next time nnt aku post psl dobot tu plk ye</span></div>
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~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-91915224042169566592014-07-16T15:56:00.003+08:002014-07-16T15:56:43.591+08:00I can feel you lil peanut<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">It was last two weeks after having iftar alone. hub went to iftar with office... i was sitting on the couch and waiting for the food to slowly travel to to my digestive system. and suddenly, i could feel some kinda movement on lower side of my abdomen. i dont know how to describe, it feels like there's fish swimming inside ur tummy. then i realize, it was you my dear. thank you Allah. i am so blessed. and last week, u have identified yourself to our gynae as baby naj...mmy loves u mucho lil peanut</span>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-6539478233101515242014-05-14T10:30:00.001+08:002014-05-14T10:30:35.607+08:00Nervous<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Next week saya akan jumpa Dr.Tan for 2nd time. Tecik will approx be 12-13 weeks. i am entering my 2nd trimester next week. but morning sickness getting worse. I am not complaining, im just jotting down my pregnancy journey here in case tecik got time to read this in future...just in case, for you to know i have already fallen in love with you tecik..hihihi.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">i have read so many post of fb from the pregnancy mom group. some of them were really heart wrenching. yesterday, a fellow mommy to be had lost her baby. she went for monthly check up and doc said there was no heartbeat. At 11 weeks (just like me) she was doing just fine, no bleeding, no nauseating, no nothing. And she thought baby should be fine and healthy inside. but Allah has a better plan for her. Her baby will permanently be a resident in Jannah, and will be waiting for her there. And i forgot to mention here, she had waited for 7 years for her first pregnancy. Dear, friend, i pray you be strong and keep faith in Him. He works in His mysterious ways. Pasrah and redha, insyaallah you will get through this.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">i just pray and hope that tecik is doing well inside. Jump, kick, scratch, do whatever you want to do child, i dont mind. even if that means i have to wake up every hour at night to pee, or having to vomit every morning or suffering with alot of heartburn...then so be it. i just want you to be a healthy baby throughout these 9 months. mommy and daddy really cant wait to meet you in november.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">start 1 January 2014, sy mulakan rejim diet dgn penuh kesungguhan. selama 2 bulan sy bermusuh dgn karbohidrat, hasil nya? i lost 8 kgs in 2 months. No exercise, no starving. i likeeeee....!!! oh lupa, lepas buat OD dgn dr adilah, i stopped all clinical treatments, ubat pon saya tak amik..supplement pon sy stop except for folic acid. kenapa saya tak buat follow up treatment? IUI, IVF ke? sebabnye adelah,,,H masih kat Miri. bayangkan masa nk buat IVF tu, H offshore or on standby kat miri tak boleh balik... so sia2 je $$$.. thts why i decided not to continue treatmnt at hospital and focused more on losing weight to stabilize my hormon. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">so on march, i went to company's teambuilding at PD. Masa tu i skipped my diet sbb rasa perut lapar and nafsu suddenly memuncak (nafsu makan)... seluar jeans tu pon mcm dh nk ketat balik.konon nye lepas teambuilding nak diet baliklah. hahaha in ur dreams bebeh. masa ni selamba je i participated in all aktvt lasak main lari2 la apa la... lps teambuilding, sy terus ke legoland joined my family for an outing with the kids. dekat legoland, i really had a fun time. naik segala to nenek ride kat dlm tu...i was late about 45 days dh masa ni..but i just couldnt be bothered bcos i have irregular cycle. sbb sblm pergi teambuilding dh buat upt test tp takde pon double line. so masa pegi legoland yg sy pikir cuma...nak enjoyyy..hahah</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">balik legoland tu rase nak demam..pinggang rase sakit la..nak muntah la. so my colleague (nad) ajak beli upt. sebab dia pon dh delay 2 days. easy case for her sbb dia ade regular period and tak pernah missed. so menapak la both of us to klcc semata nk bli upt tu. i beli brand murah je sbb taknak kuciwa la beli digital tu mahal2..kencing atas tu and got negative...seee hw negative i am? not good so dont follow tht hahaha. after lunch i took half day and balik rumah baru tringat nk try test strip. so i peed...haha tu pon nk cerita. lps tu i saw double line slowly emerged from the test window. mata stil kelip2 as tak percaya..could it be false alarm? ke test strip murah? sbb tak puas hati i drove to solaris and bought clear blue digital. tapi nk gak jumpa doc so i stopped by at one of the clinics there. jumpa doc...i showed him upt yg sy buat lat rumah. he said 100% i am pregnant. but i insist on blood test.takut harapan pelesu lagi. lepas amik darah i mintak dia scan, tapi x nampak apa lagi as doctor convinced me it is still too early.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">so he asked me to pee..masuk toilet klinik..i did both upt yg klinik punya and the clear blue digital tht i just bought earlier. tak sampai seminit yg clearblue tu tulis pregnant 2-3 weeks..lps tu tgk yg klinik pny upt pon double line terang benderang...nangis i dlm toilet. lps balik klinik terus whats app pic yg klinik punya upt kat H...mamat tu blur gila dia x phm, and ms tu dia tgh mkn dgn his friend..dia pi tunjuk kat his friend farid. farid said, kalau ade dua line tu pregnant la...hahaha blur btol H ni. habis dah si farid tgk saya punya urine stain. hahaha sorry farid</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">if you happen to read this in future, i just want u to know that it is a long wait before u came, but it's worth every single second and ddy shed tears in front of his friend farid when he got to know about your existence..air mata jantan tau tecik, its not that easy, but it's tears of joy. i really hope and pray that someday you will grow up and appreciate all that we ve done to welcome you to this world. we ll be seeing u in 7 months. be good and hang in there tough baby. we love you to the moon..jupiter and mars</span></div>
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~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-26333496428979488022013-10-29T10:21:00.001+08:002013-10-29T10:21:06.345+08:00Happy Anniversary<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">Happy Anniversary dear Husband. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">2 years....and counting.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">And will love you till Jannah.</span></div>
<br />~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-47077815961195198072013-07-08T10:34:00.002+08:002013-07-08T10:35:28.737+08:00tak baik mengeluh-peringatan untuk diri juga<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">mengeluh...perkara biasa bila penat, letih atau tak dapat benda yang dihajati (read: doa belum makbul lagi)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">ada orang mengeluh banyak kerja di pejabat.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">tapi keluhan orang yang jobless lebih teruk. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">tapi ada orang mengeluh tak ada duit untuk makan.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">tapi keluhan orang yang tak pernah rasa kasih saying ibu bapa lebih hiba.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">jadi siapa yang lebih layak mengeluh.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">ada orang mengeluh penat jaga anak.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><i>Would you wear pink or would you wear blue?</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><i>i ll never know</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><i>or hear your sweet coo</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><i>or see those tiny little fingers</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><i>how the thoughts of you just linger....</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">it was only for 4 weeks. but you'll always be remembered. i love you forever my tiny little angel</span><span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;">.</span>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-20686554564268194612013-03-01T16:46:00.000+08:002013-03-01T16:46:31.329+08:00Bumi Allah ini luas<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">it has been a week since i tender my resignation. the fear of not getting any job, in near future is killing me. alhamdulillah, Allah is the most merciful, one closed the door for me, but HE opens another for me. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">thanks to all of u, those yg pray for me. tq sayang2 semua</span>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-81504983765268311002013-02-25T14:49:00.001+08:002013-02-25T14:49:15.805+08:00less-job-less<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">there is posssibility of me being jobless. i have tendered my resignation letter. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">i made up my mind, not considering that i havent got any job offer yet.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">one month that is, from today. i am not sure i am gonna regret this or not.</span><br />
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<p>i went for a check up with dr cantik today. we discussed on my hsg result. adhesion was spotted. she suggested tht i opt for laps procedure. sooner the better.perhaps nx week. im just so scared right now. i just had my hsg and still traumatized by the effect. drove back alone after the procedure as h's flight was only at 7.45pm. it was freakin sakit! at first it was just an uneasy feeling.mcm buat pap smear.and it turned out to be deymmm sakit. after tht i was left on tht katil besi alone for anor 30 freakin minutes. and i cried most of the time. </p>
<p>im having a hard time at work to add more to this ttc prob. im just so fragile lately.simple things could have touched my heart n makes me cry. </p>
<p>not quite sure about the laps procedure but im definitely scared.i wish i could be stronger</p>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">lama sungguh tak update.dah tak tau nak cerita apa. kadang2 dok pk, yang aku update ni, benda2 yg terlalu privacy atau tak. lepas kawen ni rase malas yg teramat nk update blog. maybe sebab tanggungjawab dh berganda. kalau dulu gosok baju untuk aku je, skarang gosok baju untuk H skali. masak pon gitu, aku ni jenis tolak batu ngn kayu je. H mmg jenis tak kisah mkn megi hari2 pon takpa...tapi aku laa yg mithali sangat tak sampai hati bg dia mkn megi hari2...klu selang sehari takpa..hahahah... eh megi2 pon bukan sebarang megi tau...ade sayur, bawang, cilipadi, telur segala..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">oh aku dah tukar keje. lepas raya hari tu dh start kat tempat baru. tapi ni dh ade rase nak tukar kerja lagi.hahaha. ntah laa, aku mcm tak berapa hepi dgn beberapa perkara kat sini. terlalu rama bizi bodi ni aku rimas juge. aku ni style, kau buat kerja kau, aku buat kerja aku. if u need help, then ask! i ll try to help. tapi kalu org ske cucuk2 ni...me dont like. jadi kalu sesapa rase nk offer aku kerja, boleh email aku. dr jawatan bibik sampai la ke jawatan ceo, aku x kisah, nnt aku bg cv aku.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">lupa plak, 29 oct aritu anniversary aku yg pertama. H bawak kuar mkn, hadiah anniversary pon in advance aku dh pilih. hahahaha. nasib laa dapek laki tak lomantik...x larat nk guide dh...janji dia hepi, aku hepi udoh lerr...bwk aku kuar g mkn pon aku hepi. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">cite pasal makan, lately ni aku makan byk gila macam org bela saka kekdahnye. aku taktaula ni efek hormon ke apa kan...but since im on fertility treatment, ntah hape pil aku kna mkn, aku rasa sebab tu kot selera membuak... pasrah je laaa...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">oh cerita pasal fertility treatment, i started off quite early, 7 months lps kawen sudah jumpe gynae. bukan aku tak sabar (eh mmg tak sabar nk dpt bby), tapui sbb since akwen hormon tak menentu....irregular period. so H insist aku jumpe gymae time tu. and luckily we went for an early test. so taklah aku buang masa tanpa usaha dgn fertility treatment. ok laa im diagnosed with PCOS. sapa tak tau boleh tanya pokcik gugel :)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">the thing with fertility/infertility treatment is always been an emotional journey utk aku dan H. ade masa2 emo tak tentu hala. aku ler yg emo, H tukang pujuk. tapi aku tau deep inside he's trying hard to control his emotion. bile every time tak berjaya, aku mcm down tahap gaban...tapi this cycle aku rase cm aku dh tough sket...sket je laaa...tp xde laa nk nagis bagai mcm sblm2 ni. kadang2 rase bersalah yang amat. ye laa kan aku yg prob. huahuahua... aritu cerekarama kt tv3, anzalna, fauziah ghous dgn laki tu apa nama ntah lupa... first wife x leh pregnant, so suh laki kawen blk dgn ex gf dulu. tahan emosi je aku tgk ceta tu weyyyy. and rase nk lempang jantan tak sadar diri tu. tp aku senyap je laa sbb tgh tahan air mata. H mcm tau2 plak...terus dia ckp.."haaaaa jgn nk suh dia buat benda bukan2 mcm 1st wife dlm ceta ni" ....ehhhh dlm hati aku, bile plak aku nk bg dia kawen lagi satu kannnnnn...perasan...chait.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">tapi...andai kata..andai katalahh...satu hari nanti aku terpaksa berkorban...ntah laa. huishhh takmo pk lah gitu. kan dh bergenang air mata ni. tadi baru je kata tough skit skang...chait. ok pergi makan! food will make u happy, regardless!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">kena lebih muhasabah diri. amalan terlalu kurang....nak minta dgn Tuhan pon sangat segan. tapi minta juga. jd ya, kna lebih kan amalan. tingkat prestasi, elakkan kontroversi..ok bai</span></div>
~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-71648933713586176612012-08-02T12:19:00.002+08:002012-08-02T12:22:23.124+08:00new addition to koko nomhaz famili<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: large; ">no more sad story...</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;">as today is the beginning of a new leaves for baby IYAD NAUFAL.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;">congratulation my dearest friend nur mazlina and husband, norazman.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;">cant wait to visit the newborn :)</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;font-size: 100%; font-family: Georgia, serif; "><br /></div><div style="font-size: 100%; font-family: Georgia, serif; "><br /></div>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-54107059164523248812012-07-31T04:33:00.001+08:002012-07-31T04:40:52.741+08:00losing little snowdrop<div><p>a dear friend who just had a miscarriage...</p>
<p>The world may never notice <br>
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom, <br>
Or even pause to wonder <br>
If the petals fall too soon. <br>
But every life that ever forms, <br>
Or ever comes to be, <br>
Touches the world in some small way <br>
For all eternity. <br>
The little one we long for <br>
Was swiftly here and gone. <br>
But the love that was then planted <br>
Is a light that still shines on. <br>
And though our arms are empty, <br>
Our hearts know what to do. <br>
Every beating of our hearts </p>
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</div>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0Mont Kiara, Mont Kiara3.1708333 101.65389tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-16998000128439975442012-07-20T18:29:00.002+08:002012-07-20T18:32:44.796+08:00kunci hidup<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 100%; ">gate to happiness is to be HAPPY. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></div><div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 100%; ">love yourself and hate no others.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">be grateful but not regretful.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">smile and make the world smile with you.</span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; "><br /><div><br /></div></div></div>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-8830158450056208432012-07-20T16:50:00.004+08:002012-07-20T17:34:43.255+08:00Lucky woman, Lady luck<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFU2lHrLyZW4g7vjy6ipbho0q11d7KdsF4Ac9CmBYoPu0fp8ljt-uRpTk7QLuNpFuu011_WvdG4sXxEQ-FT9QGIIyZbQUjjSCNYagXfSGo9pWAc8KnUV_So7HrgkfRlGywr5Lavq-A4Bk/s1600/goodluckcharmtibetan.jpg" style="font-size: 100%; font-family: Georgia, serif; "><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 280px; height: 280px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFU2lHrLyZW4g7vjy6ipbho0q11d7KdsF4Ac9CmBYoPu0fp8ljt-uRpTk7QLuNpFuu011_WvdG4sXxEQ-FT9QGIIyZbQUjjSCNYagXfSGo9pWAc8KnUV_So7HrgkfRlGywr5Lavq-A4Bk/s400/goodluckcharmtibetan.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5767182625438298210" /></a><br /><div style="font-size: 100%; font-family: Georgia, serif; "><br /></div><div style="font-size: 100%; font-family: Georgia, serif; "><br /></div><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"><div style="text-align: justify;">somebody had once told me that i am so lucky that i met H and now that we are happily married. lucky? NO. destined? YES.</div></span><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;">my bestfriends said that i am lucky to have an engineer husband who is handsomely paid. to my disagreement, i met H when he was out of job for almost 8 months.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;">sincerely, i dont believe in luck. i work hard to achieve what i want. but i always have faith in Allah, for destiny and fate. as where and when, once He said 'kun fayakun'.</span></div>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-83199360907704894882012-07-04T21:55:00.001+08:002012-07-04T21:55:16.062+08:00lps kawen ni kan...badan aku asik berangin semacam.akn keluar angin dgn cara sendawa smp tersedu2.<p>aritu shue ade ckp, mkn habbatussauda elok utk org yg try nk dpt bby.so aku pon bli le sebotol.aku bli jenis minyak punya sebab kapsul n serbuk dh hbs.blasah je la kannn...tp los seminggu lbh mkn, mmg rs perbezaan kt bdn.<p>aku dh kurang sangattt berangin.so sapa yg kuat angin bdn tu, blh la try mkn habbatussauda ni~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-64122291399880823722012-06-27T17:46:00.004+08:002012-06-27T18:13:37.696+08:00ade sedeh sedikit<div style="text-align: justify; "><span>b</span><span>loghopping sana sini. since tgl lagi sebulan lebih je aku kat company ni, kerja2 pon dh tak bnyk..more to handing over dekat my exec. im not sure when is the new manager will join this company, but heard from the HR, my superior dh request utk advertise for the position. so if ade reader yg minat nk apply, hehehe tgu la if PAAB ade buat job opening.</span></div><div style="font-weight: normal; text-align: justify; "><span><br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: normal; text-align: justify; "><span>neway, aku sedeh lah hari ni bkn pasal resign tu. tapi pasal aku baca blog2 org2 yg try nk dpt baby. haaa termasuk la aku. aku ni baru 8 bln kahwin pon dh rase teringin nk ade baby sendiri. ni aku baca, ade yg dh kahwin for 8 years, tried iui la, ivf la, urut tradisional...spent almost 50k trying to conceive. ntah kenapa sayu sgt. tak tahu lah pulak nasib aku ni macam mana. tapi aku berdoa sangat2 untuk dpt baby. H x bagi aku pk sgt, akut aku upset. tapi everytime period aku lambat, h excited sgt. adehhh...and upt memang sokmo la -ve. insyaallah one day aku buat upt ade 2 line merah tu... (ala yg macam fasha sandha tu).</span></div><div style="font-weight: normal; text-align: justify; "><span><br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: normal; text-align: justify; "><span>tapi serious aku risau. bila baca psl pcos and cyst...mmg byk tanda2 dekat aku. hari tu aku pegi klinik jmp doctor. tny psl period cycle aku yg tak regular ni. doctor tu suruh tunggu smp setahun kahwin.tapi aku dh mcm tak boleh tunggu. sebab aku risau kalau2 ade pcos and cyst ni...sbb tanda2 kat aku obvious sgt. H suruh aku trus g jumpa gynae. ade member aku doctor pon suruh aku jmp gynae. siap dia ckp " ala GP mmg la cam tu, dia ckp takde apa2...nnt ko jmp gynae,baru tau prob sebenar. so GP ni x blh pakai sgt lah" ...erk..no offense to GP sbb tu bukan aku yg ckp, tapi member aku (dia pon doctor jugak) yang ckp.</span></div><div style="font-weight: normal; text-align: justify; "><span><br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: normal; text-align: justify; "><span>so aku suruh doctor klinik tu tulis referral letter to gynae. siap doctor klinik tu ckp, "i can write u ref letter to gynae, but the cost will not be covered under pmcare" ...hmmm doc, i dont mind paying if it is for the child we ve been longing for. tapi aku mcm agak terkilan la cara doctor tu. kenapa nak suruh tunggu lagi if dia sendiri nmpk tanda2 tu? nak tunggu lagi teruk ke baru nk suruh jumpa gynae? sirius aku kompius disitu. balik frm klinik, aku tanya HR kt opis pmcare cover ke x bnda ni. dia tlg call kan pmcare and alhamdulillah pmcare cover for the cost. </span></div><div style="font-weight: normal; text-align: justify; "><span><br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: normal; text-align: justify; "><span>so next month aku punya appointment. thts the earliest date yg blh jmp gynae sbb she's fully booked smp next month. pls doakan yg terbaik utk aku ya. ok lah takmo sedeh2 laaa...nk balik nk masak tomyam.haaaaaaaaa</span></div>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-36352873758007433802012-06-20T16:31:00.002+08:002012-06-20T16:49:10.141+08:00Prayer been answered<span style="font-size: 100%; "><span >i have asked lotsa things from Allah. and for some of it have been answered, syukur alhamdulillah.</span></span><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 100%; ">i am not a greedy person, i just want to have a better life, always want to improve what i have now. </span><span style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms'; font-size: 100%; ">and last week, one of my prayers has been granted. thank you Allah. and of course to you my lovely readers, i really thank you and appreciate your du'a.</span><div style="font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><span ><br /></span></div><div style="font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><span >i have been wanting to share the good news since may, but until i have the official letter with me, i dared not to. so last week i got phone call from the company asking me to collect the offer letter. went there on monday, but it was not official yet, not until i have done my med examination. as i have to attend a seminar in penang last tuesday, so the med xm need to be postponed. the offer is conditional subject to the result of my med check up, i couldnt confirmed my acceptance. </span></div><div style="font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><span ><br /></span></div><div><span ><span style="font-size: 100%; ">went to see the doctor on </span>Thursday<span style="font-size: 100%; "> and acknowledged my acceptance. alhamdullillah...i ll be joining new company after raya. </span></span></div><div><span ><span style="font-size: 100%;"><br /></span></span></div><div><span ><br /></span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "> </div>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-63455333159858543212012-05-30T15:50:00.002+08:002012-05-30T15:59:53.353+08:00sad<span >since i got up from bed this morning, i feel so gloomy. </span><div><span >i must have woken up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.</span></div><div><span >in fact i slept with tears in my eyes.</span></div><div><span >somehow i dont feel like sharing it with husband.</span></div><div><span > ahhh perhaps it's due to hormones too.</span></div><div><span >i dont think im pregnant (of cos i desperately want a bby)</span></div><div><span >i ll be offing to pangkor this friday.</span></div><div><span >hopefully, things will get better next week.</span></div><div style="font-size: 100%; font-family: Georgia, serif; "><br /></div>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-80545385995311102982012-05-30T09:40:00.004+08:002012-05-30T09:40:38.984+08:00still waiting<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">for the past two weeks, i have been waiting anxiously for that one letter. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">and it feels like so close...yet so far.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">i always believe that if it is meant to be, it will be. </span>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3778009177917602177.post-35702568034435880092012-05-15T14:33:00.000+08:002012-05-15T14:36:17.296+08:00Ku bermohon sangat padamu ya Allah<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">cuma sekarang aku hanya boleh berharap pada Allah.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">jika memang rezkiku, maka ia akan jadi millikku.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">agar rezeki itu akan jadi millikku.</span></div>~salwaredzuan~http://www.blogger.com/profile/10047548553766865154noreply@blogger.com2