Friday, March 1, 2013
it has been a week since i tender my resignation. the fear of not getting any job, in near future is killing me. alhamdulillah, Allah is the most merciful, one closed the door for me, but HE opens another for me.
thank you Allah.
i went for an interview yesterday, and secured the job. alhamdulillah. but i wont be doing in house legal anymore. nope, not going to practice back.
i ll be managing contract.hahaha,a contract specialist!will be reporting direct to VP project. kecut perut jugak as this is new thing for me. but lets give it a try kan...looking forward to join the company soon. my futrue boss is actually willing to pay my notice period, but i told him i only have 3 weeks left with m.mhe.
so..bye2 legal for now. i will be back insyaallah, after i gain more experience dealing with project management and contracts.
thanks to all of u, those yg pray for me. tq sayang2 semua
Monday, February 25, 2013
there is posssibility of me being jobless. i have tendered my resignation letter.
i made up my mind, not considering that i havent got any job offer yet.
one month that is, from today. i am not sure i am gonna regret this or not.
but i just couldnt work with the type of person that im dealing with now.
dear lovely readers, please pray for me. so that i ll get new job.i just hate to think that i ll be jobless
Friday, February 8, 2013
as im writing this, tears keep falling down like rain.h is sleeping next to me. this week has been a rough one for me.be it work or personal.
i went for a check up with dr cantik today. we discussed on my hsg result. adhesion was spotted. she suggested tht i opt for laps procedure. sooner the better.perhaps nx week. im just so scared right now. i just had my hsg and still traumatized by the effect. drove back alone after the procedure as h's flight was only at 7.45pm. it was freakin sakit! at first it was just an uneasy feeling.mcm buat pap smear.and it turned out to be deymmm sakit. after tht i was left on tht katil besi alone for anor 30 freakin minutes. and i cried most of the time.
im having a hard time at work to add more to this ttc prob. im just so fragile lately.simple things could have touched my heart n makes me cry.
not quite sure about the laps procedure but im definitely scared.i wish i could be stronger
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Thursday, August 2, 2012
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
a dear friend who just had a miscarriage...
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we long for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Monday, July 23, 2012
just installed this app.will write more later
Friday, July 20, 2012
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
lps kawen ni kan...badan aku asik berangin semacam.akn keluar angin dgn cara sendawa smp tersedu2.
aritu shue ade ckp, mkn habbatussauda elok utk org yg try nk dpt bby.so aku pon bli le sebotol.aku bli jenis minyak punya sebab kapsul n serbuk dh hbs.blasah je la kannn...tp los seminggu lbh mkn, mmg rs perbezaan kt bdn.
aku dh kurang sangattt berangin.so sapa yg kuat angin bdn tu, blh la try mkn habbatussauda ni