Thursday, April 28, 2016
sahm or stay at home mom.
i am not the type. obviously. i know many would think of me saying this made me become less of a mother. no, i am not. it is just a matter of preference. yup i do like to be around my son but i was a career woman long before i am a mother.
i love reading shit out of contract. i love to indulge myself in drafting. i missed the adrenaline during negotiation meeting...or (was it argument?)
dont get me wrong as i have so much respect for the sahm. the sacrifice the made. i am one of them now. it has been 3 months i ve taken the job as domestic goddes. im starting to love it.
but somehow there are some spots in here feel like it needs to be filled in.
i ve got job interviews next week. wish me luck. i ve attended quite few but none made it to employment.
as for now, pls enjoy this lil man who is currently so obsessed with car. and sleep with it
Friday, April 22, 2016
just wanted to try this apps. spent one dollar and let see if i can commit to blogging religiously. till then, enjoy this fella having a nap like a bawse!
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Monday, May 11, 2015
Tuesday, May 5, 2015
Wednesday, July 16, 2014
It was last two weeks after having iftar alone. hub went to iftar with office... i was sitting on the couch and waiting for the food to slowly travel to to my digestive system. and suddenly, i could feel some kinda movement on lower side of my abdomen. i dont know how to describe, it feels like there's fish swimming inside ur tummy. then i realize, it was you my dear. thank you Allah. i am so blessed. and last week, u have identified yourself to our gynae as baby naj...mmy loves u mucho lil peanut
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
Next week saya akan jumpa Dr.Tan for 2nd time. Tecik will approx be 12-13 weeks. i am entering my 2nd trimester next week. but morning sickness getting worse. I am not complaining, im just jotting down my pregnancy journey here in case tecik got time to read this in future...just in case, for you to know i have already fallen in love with you tecik..hihihi.
i have read so many post of fb from the pregnancy mom group. some of them were really heart wrenching. yesterday, a fellow mommy to be had lost her baby. she went for monthly check up and doc said there was no heartbeat. At 11 weeks (just like me) she was doing just fine, no bleeding, no nauseating, no nothing. And she thought baby should be fine and healthy inside. but Allah has a better plan for her. Her baby will permanently be a resident in Jannah, and will be waiting for her there. And i forgot to mention here, she had waited for 7 years for her first pregnancy. Dear, friend, i pray you be strong and keep faith in Him. He works in His mysterious ways. Pasrah and redha, insyaallah you will get through this.
i just pray and hope that tecik is doing well inside. Jump, kick, scratch, do whatever you want to do child, i dont mind. even if that means i have to wake up every hour at night to pee, or having to vomit every morning or suffering with alot of heartburn...then so be it. i just want you to be a healthy baby throughout these 9 months. mommy and daddy really cant wait to meet you in november.
Tuesday, May 6, 2014
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Monday, July 8, 2013
mengeluh...perkara biasa bila penat, letih atau tak dapat benda yang dihajati (read: doa belum makbul lagi)
ada orang mengeluh banyak kerja di pejabat.
tapi keluhan orang yang jobless lebih teruk.
jadi siapa yang lebih layak mengeluh?
ada orang mengeluh makan banyak, bandan gemuk.
tapi ada orang mengeluh tak ada duit untuk makan.
jadi siapa yang lebih layak mengeluh?
ada orang mengeluh kena jaga parents yang dh tua.
tapi keluhan orang yang tak pernah rasa kasih saying ibu bapa lebih hiba.
jadi siapa yang lebih layak mengeluh.
ada orang mengeluh penat jaga anak.
tapi ada orang usaha berbagai cara untuk dapatkan anak.
jadi siapa lebih layak mengeluh?
dalam apa jua keadaan, kita tak layak mengeluh. cuma tarik nafas dalam2, muhasabah diri, lipat gandakan usaha, doa dan tawakal. nahhh...cubalah. hidup pasti aman, hati pasti tenang. insyaallah.
selamat menyambut ramadhan almubarak.
Monday, July 1, 2013
Would you wear pink or would you wear blue?
i ll never know
or hear your sweet coo
or see those tiny little fingers
how the thoughts of you just linger....
it was only for 4 weeks. but you'll always be remembered. i love you forever my tiny little angel.